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Dear Journal,
sometimes I feel tat my manager is unfair to me.... cos when I made a mistake, she will shouted at me... today, xiao mei made one mistake she can smile at her.... so unfair...

sometimes, I wonder why the whole department... treat me so differences give me the job to do but nv give me the access... how do without those access to the programe.. might as well dun give me the job... I feel disappointed with management...

黄小琥 - 伴

作词:姚若龙 作曲:于晓光、李伟菘
如果 命运可以订做
如果 有另一次选择
我想我 还是会 把手让你紧握
快乐地陪你去坎坷
就算 你有天变落魄
就算 你老得不能动
我想我 还是会 挽着你看日落
你的心疼在泪光中
嘴巴上 彼此嫌麻烦
眼神中 关怀那么满
没说爱 却早已认定一辈子的伴
在人前 从来不浪漫
在心中 却总为对方打算
最懂的人最暖的伴
就算 我以后变罗嗦
就算 我老了有病痛
我想你 还是会 照顾我到最后
隐藏脆弱不眠不休
没有辛酸 没有遗憾
什么是陪伴 什么是心安
你是答案

Be WeDdinG SiSTeR

Dear Journal,
Really need to thank Elaine for giving me a chance to be a wedding sister.... and this is my 1st time lo... 

22/05/2013 
Went to Chinatowm to collect her dress... and she need to amend her dress.... after that went dinner with her family members... then get the items for the next morning for the brothers gang to play... then back to the hotel and sleep... 

23/05/2013 
Woke up around 6.30am then shower.... then had the breakfast.... 

after having the breakfast... back to the hotel to prepare the thing... to play with the brothers gang... 

after playing with the brothers gang... went to the bride groom house.... and for tea ceremony.... after the tea ceremony we went to take some pictures with bride, groom, brothers and sister... 

after the hot picture taking session we back together with lunch and this is my 1st time ate fully vegetarian meal.... =) 

after the makan session, we went back to hotel to rest and I nap.... about 2 to 3 hours.... =)

then walked to the hotel where holding for wedding buffet and ROM... =) 

 

 

after which went back the hotel to pack my thing... and said good bye to the bride family... is hard to said good bye to them due to they are very nice to me... and take care of me... so much... 

LoNg LoNg

Dear Journal,
wow.... days and months passed so fast.... I never been log in to blogger for 3 months.... I can forgot the password.... of the password....


for this few months... wad I did? I dun remember.... maybe work and work.... study?

Maybe meet up with Teen... he is one of my best friend or can said he is my one and only one friend in my life...

We been knowing each other from faceboook one game named "friend for sales" and tat was 4 yrs ago... that was long...

sometimes, we might quarrel but some time later we can back normal again...

I really treasure this friendship alot...

and my work.... I had been working for the company for 10 yrs that long....

and I not sure I like the job.... or the people I working with or even my bosses and managers?

Maybe is... I need money for myself and family that why I still in the company... or even I used the working style I having now...

FrOm BoYs to Men

 12 years ago.... and now... the boys become the men... and I become a lady too... ;)

12 years ago, I didn't know who is F4... and I even trade Jerry pic to Sun Yan Zi Poster... and now think back so funny... cos now in F4 I like Jerry the most... =)

杨丞琳-为爱启程

我的天空为何挂满湿的泪
我的天空为何总灰的脸
飘流在世界的另一边
任寂寞侵犯一遍一遍
天空划着长长的思念
全世界只有你不懂我爱你
我给的不只是好朋友而已
每个欲言又止浅浅笑容里
难道你没发现我渴望讯息
终于看开爱回不来
我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开
宁愿没出息求我别离开
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起做梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了
阴天 在不开灯的房间
当所有思绪都一点一点沉淀
爱情究竟是精神鸦片
还是世纪末的无聊消遣
香烟 氲成一滩光圈
和他的照片就摆在手边
傻傻两个人
笑的多甜
爱沿着抛物线
离幸福
总降落得差一点
至高后才了解
世上月圆月缺只是错觉
我们变成了世上 最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折 各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌 爱得那么深
于是梦醒了 搁浅了
沉默了 挥手了 却回不了神
如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急
更害怕错过你
爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里
你的真心
我们的故事爱就爱到值得
错也错的值得
爱到翻天覆地也会有结果
用尽所有力气不是为我
那是为你才这么做
虽然爱是种责任
给要给得完整
有时爱美在无法永恒
爱有多销魂 就有多伤人
你若勇敢爱了 就要勇敢分
但愿天空不再挂满湿的泪
后来
我总算学会了如何去爱
可惜你早已远去
消失在人海
后来
终于在眼泪中明白
有些人一旦错过就不在
我要快乐
我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨
我早应该割舍
我要快乐
哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的
全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的