Monday, August 23, 2010

mEssEnGer oR FrIenD

Dear Journal,
Today, I feel disappointed with one of my colleague used to be my close friend in office... but after the thing she did make me want to keep a distance... 

and she made me feel tat she just treat me a messenger... cos in the company transport - She always sit with the young colleague and chat with her even sometimes I were sitting in front of her she didn't talk to me...only at the night... she will MSN me what happen to company and colleagues... not even asked on me... sigh...

actually... in my heart I been asking myself is she treating me as her friend... cos she can lied to me tat her manager dun like me so dun allow me to stand near her desk to talk to her...

until one day, one of my colleague asked her izzit treat me as her spare tyre... when the young colleague didn't come then come and find me... from that day onward I can confirm that I am her spare tyre... 

and today... I just knew that my room mate for TW had change... and she keep asking why I change and dun wan to sleep with her... the moment I kept quiet she said me avoiding her...  I keep quiet cos I not sure tat my room mate had change... why cant she understand?!!??

Really feel very disappointed and Sad.....

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