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Dear Journal,
Today, He and I cannot celebrated our 3rd month of anniversary... cos we break off le... tat is pain... to me... cos I really love he alot...

we ended...

cos of my attitude... ...

and I drag another guy into this relationship and make he simply let tat guy to scold he...

and now I feel so bad... =( actually I dunno why I become like tat... ...

in front of my boy... I become so stupid... ... make he got hurt... and cried for me... and I really

dunno how to make he happy...

and now I jus wan he to happy and... hope he give me a chance... I know myself is not a good

girlfriend to he...

I am immature girl and oso a super childish girl...

but I really wan to change to a girl tat he can be proud with de... but dunno why I keep fail...

I really hopeless girl... make he endure me so much... Im sorry, boy... I really dun wan to hurt u...

I jus wan to show u tat I really love u... but I always still fail... =(

Yesterday... dunno why he hold my hands... ? I asked he... he said he dun wan me to fall down... but we are at the cab... where can I fall to...??? Do he hint me tat he wan to patch back with me or I simply think too much... =(

Now I wan to tell he...

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