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Dear Journal,
Today is a hard day for me...

cos I had made up my mind to forgot he...

and live alone~ :( tat is abit pain but no choice have to do tat...

he got a wife now as I know...

and I started another guy who has a girlfriend I dunno this izzit a mistake...

tonight... we date out and we went to the park...

in the 1st place we tok about the company...

then he bought me a packet of fried rice and a can of green tea...

treat me not bad oso...

too bad he got a girlfriend...

and

I really enjoy to hug by he... cos I felt the the mature men smell =)

all are too late... he got a girlfriend...

In my mind now is very messy...

dunno I really love he or use he to cover my loneliness only...

Should I step out for this or continue... =(