Tired~

Dear Journal,
Used to be happy and now is Tired...Why am I feel tired? Now I like forcing to go and work... the environment and the ppl there make me feel tat is tired... why end up like tat? I used to be happy and enjoy working... after one by one of my close colleagues leave me... I feel tat the working place become no meaningful le... why? And now I been asking myself every morning why must I forcing me to go to a place tat no meaningful to me... is tat a suffer... to me... haiz~ now I believe tat money cant make me stay to stay on... now I wan to change my happiness and meaningful place... ... so tat I can find back my happiness in my life and not is like forcing myself to work... ... hope to find the place soon... Gods... please help me to find back the past happiness back to me... ...